Pain is a tool of awareness. It indicates blockages. It is a call for love, a hailing to the conscious self to witness the true design once again and release and dismiss all that is unlike that. Pain is your body’s beacon of potential distress, for the pain precedes that actual shutting down of the tissue. It is not to be run from, but rather entered in the greatest respect and honor for the arduous journey that it took to deliver it as message. Pain is the result, unless it is an in the now physical trauma, of a lot of ignoring and turning away, of a lot of buying into the sinful doctrine of limitation, of a whole lot of giving up one self and choosing to believe that the wounding was valid….


Nothing could be further from the truth. The pain is the last ditch effort to get your attention and activate the whole bodied healing before it is, indeed, too late. And yet, still, often to the grave and beyond, people mask and turn a blind ear to the message that is divinely inspired and such a deep and expansive loving gift for you. It is the springboard that sets you in motion to remember your own grand design. It is to be embraced, talked to, listened to, walked with, played with…and then when you have become best friends, invited to go, and ceremoniously sent on its way, released to the higher frequency source from whence it came.


You are not a victim here, you never have been, and you never will be, unless you give up on you…actually, given the nature of these times, you would have left the planet already if you had actually done that…give up on you. The very fact that you are still here, feeling fully, looking at and listening to all the symptoms’ forms, is the mighty testament that you are committed to coming home to you…and in so doing, you activated  all the forces necessary to make it so. You are entering the sublime realms where you make it so effortlessly, the frontier that is the stuff of the make believe and the once upon a time. And, in truth, those realms existed in you as a child…and still exist in you, waiting for you to reach out in good faith, and push aside the veil. Riding the wave and guidance of the pain you will be lead to the fountain from which the wound is fed to see once and for all the diversion that you bought into so very long ago. Revelation is at hand. How bad do you want it? How much of your gold painted treasure are you willing to let go of? Standing naked in the sun is the primary transformational tool. Your pain has not come to kill you or fuel some Buddhist belief…it has come to wake you up to the very Light that you have always been. The forgetting has been tragic and every moment of pain is a reminder of what was lost when you turned away from yourself. The reclamation requires that you feel that deeply so that you no longer choose a path diminishes your light one iota.


Jump into the river and it will take you to the source, right through the form of your pain. Ask and you shall receive…


Dis-ease is one of the last points of conscious choice, the manifestation of your unwillingness to listen to the pain message. It is a serial manifestation of a decision for survival that became your personal gospel, so much so that you invited it into your tissue. It descended through energetic bodies and tender layers of I Am each time shouting to your deaf ears, dropping further each time with a warning, a harbinger of things to come…if you keep doing what you are doing. Ignore, medicate, addiction, distraction, run from, silence the tears, find a replacement relationship, blame the world…all lead to that moment when it dropped into the place that had been so ignorantly prepared.


Still it sends direction and precise information about its cure. It shows you where it is. It is chock full of information about who and what and where and why…everything you would ever need to create the perfect healing. And do you listen? Honestly it is never too late…miracles happen on a death bed. People wake up in the nick of time. Some prefer a dramatic moment. Some even leave and then say…wait a minute, I forgot to…and then push their way back into form full of new information about the other side.


Your manifested condition is your primary tool of opening if it indeed makes it that far. You can stop the flow all along the journey if you so choose. Return to the inner knowing and the Light you are to shake off the lower vibrations…if you choose.


You change your life by paying attention, listening, and responding…then taking action, monitoring results, and doing it over and over again until…there it is. There is no reason that you as a primary light being incarnating in these times would ever want to give up. You have worked for lifetimes to cultivate and maintain a vibration that would bounce above the masses in this transition times. That would lift you out onto the leading edge of the waves of change. You are essential yo the outcome here. You cannot leave….you must not leave. Giving up is simply too old school. You chose to be here and now you can choose what lies beyond….


Pain and disease are powerful tools of awakening, a loving turn down the street of infinite possibility. Step into and through these truly temporary forms to create the personal testimonial that will be useful to you in these times to come. Your light is your vehicle that will point the inner way for anyone who comes into your personal field. It would simply be a ridiculous use of your talent, power, and infinite capacity to let these things divert you into a restart down the imaginary time line.

 This is your moment…the new life begins…surrender that self…let go of what’s been


Thoughts on Pain and Disease