Now means now! It does not imply down the road or when you feel ready or have the focus or the willingness is present or you’re not afraid…the moment presents itself with an invitation to action. Sure you can pass it by and wait for a “better one”.

And that, my friend, is a curious thought. Because if you knew all that went into the manifestation of the current form’s opportunity just for you then you would jump at it simply out of appreciation and respect…and when you know that whatever appears is the doorway to re-membering and re-claiming the You of the Original Design you simply take the waiting hand and jump.

Is this you? Are you willing to carpe diem the moment, knowing full well you have no idea of what it is about but that is has been gathered with just the right amount of love and spirit and direction and challenge that it is absolutely perfect for you.

Your intention activates the ethers to gather the energies necessary to make manifest the best scenario for your success. It is really not up for interpretation and discussion. Because, while all that is going on the forces escape and are swept into blessing another…that form is dis-integrated, awaiting your next request. You make your moments via special order and you either accept or not. Spontaneity is the leading edge of the life lived in trust. As you accept and receive, you are given in kind to be in the infinite Now where all live thrives as potential.

As you develop the willingness and the trust via experience and inner knowing then the flow sweeps in and carries you away with heart and mind and eyes and hands wide open. Surrender to the moment and ride the edge like a surfer on a 100 foot wave. There is no time for thinking…there is only the allowing of the flow and with extreme openness you are given the sweet and loving hand of life to take. What will do when this arrives? How willing are you to jump into the abyss.? The life devoid of hesitation is a testament to the re-connection with the original design. This is the juicy technicolor land of I love you so much my precious one…nothing can happen to you that does not celebrate you and deliver you to eventual clarity and balance….surrender. That is not giving up…it is letting go. To be out of control is one of those fears that we were force fed by the whatever… being out of control is one of those places so divine that we think it not available to a mere mortal. Really, Grasshopper? How dare you forget just how deserving, how worthy, how loved you are!

You learn spontaneity by being spontaneous. Ok? But what gets in the way you ask? Let’s look…

Mostly you and I and the host of humanity carry energetic residue that has morphed into patterns and beliefs that protect…from what? That is the real question. When we carry the energetic baggage of the wounds of our moments of living tucked in cell and tissue and chakra we are in an almost constant state of being called by the inner wisdom to get clear and release. This undercurrent of energy can be interpreted as bad or wrong or diagnosed as anxiety. How else can your tender insides, your precious inner child self, get you conscious attention? But our level of awareness and devotion to misinformation masquerading as truth or at least the way it is (normal) that we do not hear the calls. Turn it up! The inner wisdom commands.

So here we are in a state of agitation in sensation or thought and we struggle to fight against it to control it. We turn away and mask and do other things that dull the call. And all the while the invitation being shouted from the heavens above and within are saying surrender…let go…quit resisting…do not try to control this!

And the moment waits and transforms based on what you just did, a perfect in time reflection of you in the now. For God sakes little one, let go of the rope. You in free fall will be the most expansive experience you have had since that last time you did it…remember that? Yeah, I know…may have been a lifetime ago…may have been a breath ago when you did it and all that was attached to it dissipated and vaporized, swallowed by the celebration of you in surrender.

So, how willing are you to live completely in the flow, trusting life, in perpetual free fall, floating down the river, lifted by being out of control…lifted into the waiting arms of your own design and the immediate connection to Source that whispers, “well done, little one”. Does this even interest you?

If not,  then we are done here for a while. Likely, you have not reclaimed the unwavering Love space that is the core of you. To get you have to give…it is a circle that feeds it self in the point of the now moment. Have faith, for it will wait for you to actually turn in your own direction. There is always a hand reaching out, an invitation with your name on it….how much magnificence can you stand? How much are you willing to be embraced by life and be given the keys to the kingdom of your own design?

You decide…you must…or you stay the same, in the place that you have come to, the launch pad that when engaged, will change everything…yes, everything. You decide…and then take immediate action into that blessed abyss of I AM that promises and always delivers. Why not? Take the hand and jump…..

Session Action Six: Life Affirming Spontaneity